*Angel* Show me where everything is hidden When there's no place left to hide Do you feel like life's a one way trip And your only there for the ride When will the pain all go away When can I let free again When will the pain all go away When can I truly love again What is it that you are trying to show me Am I missing all the clues An angel who wants to be happy and free But right now is just feeling the blues Can’t I just be happy again No more worries anymore Can’t I just love again Instead of always shutting the door Let the angel spread her wings And soar through life free Without letting her worry About where the end may be This angel is going to love again Something she thought she’d never do There is nothing that this angel won’t do Just to always be in love with you Danyon L. Youngs 2-11-02
Feeling insecure, are we? we stay within the confines of our bodies and the concrete; we communicate with simple greetings while we hurry on to more important things ...classes, appointments, critical meetings... Hello there. (do you see my face?) (don’t be alarmed dear, it isn’t really mine, this is only stage make-up... and I put it on sometimes, when I want to hide or pretend to be anyone but me... You understand, don’t you?) Hello there. (do you hear my words?) (I fancy them passionate purple and red, but you disagree claiming they’re deceitful green. and when they float from my mouth dear, you’ll find they buzz around your ear, until they decide it is safe to crawl in. next, the decision is your's alone will you chew on them for the time being savoring what they have to offer, will you find them true and better than all that saccharin shit you’ve been eating up till now? will you be finicky, as you usually are, will you go in unwillingly, and find they are rotten will you spit them on the sidewalk and run quickly away? will you mold my words... like jell-o...or play-doh ...or kids with mashed potatoes... and then, when your new sculpture is complete ...a masterpiece in its own right... will you hand it back to me ...well, by then, it's not the same ...words switched, meaning’s changed) Hello there. (do you see me stroll away? ...and I seem confident inside these confines... it’s as though self and sidewalk have no effect on me)
Third Strike So I ran around in the dark (a mistake) With blind eyes, and a blind mind (a choice) I've ran out of words (a crime) Let me end this now (so I can die) I've broken down (ran out of time) Ruined everything again (my life) Why can't I go? Why can't I go? CHORUS: Blistering fire tears my insides To a crisp, I find myself go blind Help me now, I need your kiss so bad Look, now I've succumbed to be sad Tear drops burn my wounds I always figured I'd end up last, I'd lose And this time I'll be smart Won't be misled, won't be brought down Walk my way over the snow covered hills Find a life that suites me well So long, we'll meet again sometime before hell CHORUS x 2 REPEAT 1 with parentheses first CHORUS x 1
My Cave Send me back to the cave! I am tired of the people here! I want to go home and I want to snuggle up to my Big strong bear In my own little world... My cave.
Dedicated to You I don't like to be sad too much joy life too short But now there are so many reasons death tears love Hidden behind my veil my veil of joy but the inside is an ocean Emotions pooled began as a puddle and grew and grew and grew Overflowing I wish for a drought no more rain drip...drop But you... you see this ocean you swim in it Joy. Lightening the burden drying up the ocean making me Happy. So-Be Merry, it's Christmas ^_^
What to Expect I'm not what you expected. Or maybe I'm exactly that. No matter how you look at it, I'm a fucking disappointment. You saw in me what no one else did. But there was nothing there to see.
A Suicide Bombing An unimaginably loud explosion, Is followed by broken glass, And the screams of women and children, Who are caught up in the blast. They are caught up in a conflict, It is catching up with all their lives, It hasn’t asked for what it’s taken, And it won’t apologise. The people open their eyes, Or at least all those who can, They don’t want to see the damage, Dealt by the bombers hand. They survey all the bleeding, They hear the cries of pain, They struggle to comprehend this, And they start to feel the strain. A half a dozen are dead, Fathers, mothers and sons, And no one can answer the question: In all this loss, just who has won? What would drive a person To board a bus with this in his head? The survivors don’t know the reason, Anyone who does is probably dead.
My Everything (personal) My tears of pain could not have justified my love for you. What else am I supose to do? All I can do is sit here and cry. Write down my thoughts, expressing all my feelings. I wish I didn't have to though..... I wish I could just shut it all out. Block out everything, turn my heart cold, black. Nothing in there. Completly empty; like a bottomless pit. Everything empty; but now..... I have to deal with this. How? I don't know. It ponders through my mind all the time. Should I? Shouldn't I? Knowing me, my decision will be bad. That's always the outcome..... no matter what. I can feel my heart beating faster everytime I think about it. Faster, faster, and faster! I just want it all to stop. GET OUT OF MY HEAD! GO AWAY! I don't want you here anymore! You took over my mind. I can't block you out. Why? That's my question..... Why do you have this great power over me? Why does it exsist? Can't it just disapear? No..... that will never happen. It's impossibile. I can't explain it; it's just too confusing to. Can't you see what you are doing to me? It hurts too much babe..... You have caused me all this pain and torture. It's all too much to bear. I'm losing control over my life. You control me now; not me. You are my keeper, my owner, my lover: "I wish." How long is this going to go on? Weeks? Months? Years? No, I know the answer..... forever. I will always be yours. You will always have the power over me; for always and forever. Even in death, I will belong to you. You are my everything. Nobody can take that away from me. I wish you would open your sparkling eyes and realize..... realize my love; love for you. You always push it away. Whenever I try to be there for you, you block me out. Making your heart cold, black. Completly empty. You know I will always be there for you. All I want to do is see you happy. When you smile, it makes me smile as well. Just one look at you, and my heart fills with joy. I feel the butterflies in my stomach; head pounding, heart aching, all for you. I know time helps ease the pain, but not for me. I gave way too much fucking time. All that time..... and for what? YOU! It wasn't even worth it, you didn't seem to care. Now I can never have that time back. So I sit here alone. In the dark. With the thoughts of you running through my mind. It hurts too much. This pain is not what I want. I wish the pain could be over, but it's not. I don't think it ever will be. So what do I do from here? Honestly, I don't really know. I wish you would come up to me and say, "I love you." "I love you too hunni." I wish to be free. Free from your world, and everything in it. I don't think I could do that though. So the days grow longer, nights grow shorter; while this pain runs through my body. Why can't I move on? Why can't I just say, "Fuck you!" because you mean so much to me. I care too much for you. I wish it all could be over. I can't go on like this anymore. So for now, I'll see what the future holds. David, You know you will always be in my heart; no matter what happens. You were my first love. Noone can take that away. You are my everything. *Dedicated to DBH
Why I Do It Some things we do and we wonder why We wish we could say why we did it If you think about it you already know You just don't want to admit it You climb so high and wish to come down When you're down you wish you were up The worst feeling you could imagine Wait till your down and you want back up Pray to forget your life one more minute It's all you need to get through the day Kill yourself inside when you think Wanting to be there all day You're there and you wonder why Why is this what you want You're down and it kills you inside And you realize it's all you want Let me forget you, let me forget everything I know its killing me, everything is I hurt myself one way or the other Right now, it doesn't matter what it is
The Great White Wish (The Word Of Jesus): "God is a murderer" I would eat your heart out for my own pleasures, I'd only love you for you're buried treasures. I can see death when we are all feel so high, I'd like to sleep underneath the cocaine sky. (pre-chorus) I wish for more white lines, I wish for three more dicks, And I wish I was god so I can become greater than him! (chorus) Forget it! That's right, I've said it this way, Nevermind, it's all in the cache. Forget it! The world you know is always white, I made a wish from a cocaine pipe. Forget it! You'll never figure this song out, Not even when the world is a drought. You fiddle around with me like a contrabassoon, I feel like I only hate you on a full moon. I'm not mad you, the drugs are mad at you, You'll find my phylosophy in the carnage stew. (chorus) Forget it! That's right, I've said it this way, Nevermind, it's all in the cache. Forget it! The world you know is always white, I made a wish from a cocaine pipe. Forget it! You'll never figure this song out, Not even when the world is a drought. (Bridge) This is what I do, Something inside of you. This is what I feel, It's okay to kill. This is all the cocaine, Help me kill the pain. (pre-chorus) I wish for more white lines, I wish for three more dicks, And I wish I was god so I can become greater than him! (chorus) Forget it! That's right, I've said it this way, Nevermind, it's all in the cache. Forget it! The world you know is always white, I made a wish from a cocaine pipe. Forget it! You'll never figure this song out, Not even when the world is a drought.
Pressed Were you thinking of me today Am i ever what your thinking to say Do you ever wonder about where i go Ever wish you were there with me though? I wonder where you are right now Am i all alone somehow No trust in myself Not looking for help Just wondering about all the things that were said Did you mean what you said in my bed Sorry for putting you there All i wanted to do was care Now you are lost and ive gone missing Was it in my mind you and i were kissing What have i done did i do it again Did i fuck it all up to lose another friend Now can i stop trying Cause in this house im dying They give me shit day in day out All they ever fucking do is shout Im trying to forgive myself for what ive done These bruises and cuts have just begun They settled me down pressed the pain within Pressed in so deep it broke through the skin Oh how it burns blood mixed with tears Of all the pain i held through the years Im cold weak and lonely Im not waiting for you to start actin phony Here we go i take my last breath Wonder what theyll say now that i left...
I..i jus..iuno i dont know anymore wasn't this suppose to be home? parents and their kids have issues from yelling to hitting to leaving to drugs well thats my life always yelling, being hit, always leaving, on drugs to much its not going to change my life isn't worth much anymore it never was actually... i told my dad he's a fucking prick his reaction... he threw a glass ashtray at me thats ok though; being on all sorts of pills no pain what so ever my dad will get it back all the stuff he's put me through his time will come i will not say though it will just happen for now im packing up and going home once again but it wont change much just wont have to put up with dad everything else will be the same
Where would i be without you two... you guys bring me happiness everyday when i see you at school or when we're walking home when i need to cry on someones shoulder you guys are the ones i would go to and ones that would actually care we have the best of times together i remember the joke we shared months ago the insides we have from everyday when I'm mad at someone else i go to talk to you guys u can feel my anger and pain where would i be without you two... dedicated- Casey D.(Gertrude) and Elaina H. I dont know what i would do without you two. You guys complete me i SO many ways. I love you guys and i always will!!!
Weakening Strength I’m weak and tired, shaky and damaged. Why does strength make me weak? Why every time I stand strong do I shake and inside, turn meek? Strength rips off my flesh and tears my insides so the timid, helpless child can no longer hide— No longer hide the tears, the screams the slashing, the gashing, the moaning the pain, the ashes, the crashes, the rain, no gain. Strength grabs me, it stabs me and sets me afire; it slaps me, it snaps me, running me down to the mud and the mire. I walk proudly as strength kills me from the inside out. I scream and shout but my pain reaches not one ear while I fall and shake, cry and break; yelling for something to save me, for strength to stop raping me and killing me with every breath I take.
Fading a few unwanted words meant more then pain itself we were falling all together thought talking might help i guess i was wrong it only made it worst the tears finally came and we both just burst a couple days that were unbearable thought - how could i go on those few hours we hadn't spoke seemed like way to long just when i thought we were over that we'd finally reached the end we both thought it over and we still were best of friends you promised no more fading i promised to put you as one but as a week or two went past the hiding from each other again begun you don't tell me anything all i ever hear are those three words as though everything will be okay as long as they are heard i don't tell you either fear it won't be kept safe that something else will begin and all the love will turn to hate i want to know whats wrong just tell me and prove yourself true and i promise if there's anything i need i will always turn to you no more hiding anything no more creating pain always there for each other to keep each other sane always will i love you i never want to see you fade just as long as you promise never to throw what we have away not over some guy or something you think is love because together thats what we have thats what our friendships' of you were the one who was there before the greatest friend in the world i love you always and forever always ~ your baby girl ~*)()(baby girl)()(*~
The Great White Wish (The Word Of Jesus): "God is a murderer" I would eat your heart out for my own pleasures, I'd only love you for you're buried treasures. I can see death when we are all feel so high, I'd like to sleep underneath the cocaine sky. (pre-chorus) I wish for more white lines, I wish for three more dicks, And I wish I was god so I can become greater than him! (chorus) Forget it! That's right, I've said it this way, Nevermind, it's all in the cache. Forget it! The world you know is always white, I made a wish from a cocaine pipe. Forget it! You'll never figure this song out, Not even when the world is a drought. You fiddle around with me like a contrabassoon, I feel like I only hate you on a full moon. I'm not mad you, the drugs are mad at you, You'll find my phylosophy in the carnage stew. (chorus) Forget it! That's right, I've said it this way, Nevermind, it's all in the cache. Forget it! The world you know is always white, I made a wish from a cocaine pipe. Forget it! You'll never figure this song out, Not even when the world is a drought. (Bridge) This is what I do, Something inside of you. This is what I feel, It's okay to kill. This is all the cocaine, Help me kill the pain. (pre-chorus) I wish for more white lines, I wish for three more dicks, And I wish I was god so I can become greater than him! (chorus) Forget it! That's right, I've said it this way, Nevermind, it's all in the cache. Forget it! The world you know is always white, I made a wish from a cocaine pipe. Forget it! You'll never figure this song out, Not even when the world is a drought.
Left Untouched Not talking is tearing me apart your friendship held such a special part of my heart Everything was going alright that was until the other night Maybe it never should have be spoken of Just left in the dark as a hidden love Being more than friends could make this end A helping hand you will not lend Your feelings are so unclear to me Others have said but i will let it be All i want is to hear it from you Set me straight and tell me true
Cold Moon blue seclusion illuminating the midnight forest every breath sending a cloud of cold crystals it is all the best looking at the cold blue moon wondering..... Will I die soon? Is this the last thing of beauty I see? And something tells me no To keep living my life Because.... There is another full moon Around the corner
Left Untouched Not talking is tearing me apart your friendship held such a special part of my heart Everything was going alright that was until the other night Maybe it never should have be spoken of Just left in the dark as a hidden love Being more than friends could make this end A helping hand you will not lend Your feelings are so unclear to me Others have said but i will let it be All i want is to hear it from you Set me straight and tell me true
Tangerine Reflection Exoskeletal waste peeled off in sickening stretches of torn bone marrow ripping. T O S aside as S rubbish. E D Rummage through file cabinets of trials,habits,love and all the other trivial things we can't breath without. Sticky soul penetrated by a roaming finger. Lingering aftertaste. Smash the case and open up my mind or don't. Who cares either way? Pulp sculpted into a car wreck victim's heart,beating in a soggy pile. Terrains of orange like the straining morning trying to invade the horizon again. Adjust the tint knob. Life is green. And always moreso on the other side of discovery. Rubbery shrapnel. Apples to oranges is the equation of my existence. Armor annihilated and discarded. Amour,why?These flakes span our parted ways my melting dove.
Why am I still waiting? I sit on my bed staring at the clock, Where are you? It then strikes half past two, when will you call? three o'clock and you still haven't called, Why am I still waiting? I've sat here since one pm or earlier, I'm sick of these games you play. Tampering with my trust in you and making me feel not wanted, I'm done with this. But if I'm sick of all this then why do I stick around? I love you. You finally call at pm and I'm ready to let you go, But I want to know where you were. So where were you while I waited around for you? You then say you just forgot. I think about it all while I listen to Numb by Linkin Park Which reminds me a little of us. A month passes and I hear from you yet again, You want my heart to belong to you once more. Stupid me let's myself fall back in love with you I know it won't last forever. I now feel for someone other than you and it is not fair. So I say goodbye once again. A couple weeks later, all I think about is you, Please let me try one more time. That is all I ask, Just one date.
Weakening Strength I’m weak and tired, shaky and damaged. Why does strength make me weak? Why every time I stand strong do I shake and inside, turn meek? Strength rips off my flesh and tears my insides so the timid, helpless child can no longer hide— No longer hide the tears, the screams the slashing, the gashing, the moaning the pain, the ashes, the crashes, the rain, no gain. Strength grabs me, it stabs me and sets me afire; it slaps me, it snaps me, running me down to the mud and the mire. I walk proudly as strength kills me from the inside out. I scream and shout but my pain reaches not one ear while I fall and shake, cry and break; yelling for something to save me, for strength to stop raping me and killing me with every breath I take.
Just Say Goodbye I can feel it slipping away- the love we once shared. Maybe it was just a dream or an illusion to make myself happy Maybe you really hate me- maybe you were just being polite. So much crap- no more all gone Intense emotion faded.... into the abyss. Soul mates, gone. All eyes on me-never end walking slowly away.
I am I am a poet writing of my pain I am a girl living a life of shame I am he one who you made insane I am a person wanting to know more I am the one who you showed the door I am the one who you will never know I am the one who'll let you go Because i am the one who will end the show
In death Floating along the wisp of life. Feeling lost in heavens great strife. My love is finally broken in shards. The hatred that begins with you ends With news of angst from stars and bars. I read your palms time after time. None of it can make any sense. Joking and poking with a mime. Often you gave in to your tense Meaning when Venus was Aline with mars. Getting no where with this simple song. My anger is burnt up with your desire. The angel in black has burned with fire. Laughing with its evil, grinning bong. My shroud is grass, the coffin is now.
Message Upon a mailbox I did stumble And all that I wished Was to leave a message Perfect, like they were. This is what I left: I want to leave a message Something Beautiful And touching Yet witty And humorous Intelligent But not pretentious... I guess this will work I love you. That is all.
Leather Lace i once saw a face, it was so beautiful, it began to drown my soul, quicker as she stood in leather lace, and time began to unfold, I could hear the melody starting to pull, so i grasped her mystical flow, towards the heart, which began to beat, did not know her, nor knew where to start, when or how could we meet, deep started to call on deep, and in my heart and soul began for her to weep, i need an explanation, for such a moment, but as soon as i was told, i found out she was heaven sent! I can't understand the concept, emotions in a rage, but why writing tears on this last page, she may not understand and she may not care, but truly she is more than the crystal clear, morning of fog and light, truly god sent beauty to my sight, for this is the day i met grace, and yes she stood in leather lace!
The Great White Wish (The Word Of Jesus): "God is a murderer" I would eat your heart out for my own pleasures, I'd only love you for you're buried treasures. I can see death when we are all feel so high, I'd like to sleep underneath the cocaine sky. (pre-chorus) I wish for more white lines, I wish for three more dicks, And I wish I was god so I can become greater than him! (chorus) Forget it! That's right, I've said it this way, Nevermind, it's all in the cache. Forget it! The world you know is always white, I made a wish from a cocaine pipe. Forget it! You'll never figure this song out, Not even when the world is a drought. You fiddle around with me like a contrabassoon, I feel like I only hate you on a full moon. I'm not mad you, the drugs are mad at you, You'll find my phylosophy in the carnage stew. (chorus) Forget it! That's right, I've said it this way, Nevermind, it's all in the cache. Forget it! The world you know is always white, I made a wish from a cocaine pipe. Forget it! You'll never figure this song out, Not even when the world is a drought. (Bridge) This is what I do, Something inside of you. This is what I feel, It's okay to kill. This is all the cocaine, Help me kill the pain. (pre-chorus) I wish for more white lines, I wish for three more dicks, And I wish I was god so I can become greater than him! (chorus) Forget it! That's right, I've said it this way, Nevermind, it's all in the cache. Forget it! The world you know is always white, I made a wish from a cocaine pipe. Forget it! You'll never figure this song out, Not even when the world is a drought.
There and back It was the ride of a lifetime That turned around so much Here off to leave the place we slept To fight the world and such We left everything but the sky In our hearts it stayed tight By love it stood alone that time To us it only felt right The tire blew up before some time The distance fell short that day Under the stars’ night we thought that We had not picked a way Together we ran forever to stay And to be with each other Every city had a small town All towns looked like another The road kept us bumping around Holding on for our love The way got rough and hard and tough Hardly with heads above The road came to a stopping point Waiting for life to live Our place is here the time is now To stop running from time
If you could if you could read some ones mind do you every wounder what you'll find maybe a mind full of hopes an wonderful dreams or of thoughts of death an an not so good things would you use it to your advantage to make people see the damage or the warmness of there heart an not the darkness in every part if you could read my mine do you wounder what you would find wrote between the lines??
Free or Not? Shackles of a broken love, loosen and drop from my soul Give me the freedom I've yearned for to fully make me whole Allow me to search within myself with the ability to find A love that doesn't hurt my heart nor destroy my mind I want to be free, just me, myself and I I want to be free, and let not time pass me by For so long I have accepted a cloudiness in my space No more shall endure such pain, for this I shall erase The time has come for me to make a new change in my life Questions and answers being sought, appears before my eyes I want to be free, just me, myself and I I want to be free, and live a joyful peaceful life. I choose to embrace peace and happiness within my inner soul Thanking you for strengthening me and loosening up this hold Sometimes it may take time for a broken love to heal But, only if I keep the faith, will a true love be revealed It's being free to love me, to love myself and I Time to me is of the essence and it will not pass me by
Where would i be without you two... you guys bring me happiness everyday when i see you at school or when we're walking home when i need to cry on someones shoulder you guys are the ones i would go to and ones that would actually care we have the best of times together i remember the joke we shared months ago the insides we have from everyday when I'm mad at someone else i go to talk to you guys u can feel my anger and pain where would i be without you two... dedicated- Casey D.(Gertrude) and Elaina H. I dont know what i would do without you two. You guys complete me i SO many ways. I love you guys and i always will!!!
Message Upon a mailbox I did stumble And all that I wished Was to leave a message Perfect, like they were. This is what I left: I want to leave a message Something Beautiful And touching Yet witty And humorous Intelligent But not pretentious... I guess this will work I love you. That is all.
Silence the dark loneliness the empty feeling the pain the suffering wanting to say bye but not being able to the silence of death would suck
Left Untouched Not talking is tearing me apart your friendship held such a special part of my heart Everything was going alright that was until the other night Maybe it never should have be spoken of Just left in the dark as a hidden love Being more than friends could make this end A helping hand you will not lend Your feelings are so unclear to me Others have said but i will let it be All i want is to hear it from you Set me straight and tell me true
Im sorry im sorry for being me i wish i had some other life not being who i am if i could i would i would change everything the drugs and cutting the fights and drinking all that hurts you seeing me all you see in me is drugs thats who runs my life i have no say in it because its true i'll get help when i think its time i'll do it for you i'll do it for my baby
Vulnerable I feel so insecure, But confident and so sure, Knowing that you love me,but also realizing, That with one word you could break my heart, And with one movement you could shatter my soul, And with one thought you could destroy my dreams, I've never felt this way before, Don't know if its healthy, Or rotten to the core, All I know is that as Abby would say, "Your the key on my key-chain, and the rose on my bush," So please don't kick down the door, Or let the flowers wilt to the floor, because I Love You more than you could ever know, And I never want to let you go.
Motivator You are my motivation to wake up My motivation to breath My motivation to life Motivation to see When our eyes meet I know its fate You are my love, life, my soul mate You flow through me like waves at the beach I hope you are never out of reach You are behind this pen writing beautiful rhymes You are worthy of all of my time This last line is true My heart is and always belongs to you
Im sorry im sorry for being me i wish i had some other life not being who i am if i could i would i would change everything the drugs and cutting the fights and drinking all that hurts you seeing me all you see in me is drugs thats who runs my life i have no say in it because its true i'll get help when i think its time i'll do it for you i'll do it for my baby
Confusing Confusion So many choices, don't know where to go North; South; East; West, being pulled in all directions Work or study can not decide love and hate, to live or die cross or stay, come or go confusing the paths , but down which road? Left or right, up and down sing a song or smile or frown speak of feelings, keep them inside embrace death or coward and hide show my face or wear the mask eat the food or the trash so many choices without a clue of the decisions I'm to do. stay with you, come or go wait beside, behind or below questions problems which to solve the fun, cruel, maybe non at all so many choices, going insane or already was, ahh! the pain so many choices, what to do i do not know, I HAVE NOT A CLUE!!!!!!
How To Create a Diversion How to create a diversion I lost and was amazed Of how you tricked my foolish heart. Deceit and then betrayal You kissed and left me, in the dark. But did you know, precocious thief, That truth may alter you For the wisdom of choice Goes far too deep Than clever words untrue. The quest you took, my dear defeat, Will question in the end How vain a soul must Pain repeat And on its bliss depend. I laughed and walked among Your precious lanes with fiery sparks, But I felt it all along- You’d kiss and leave me, in the dark.
I am I am a poet writing of my pain I am a girl living a life of shame I am he one who you made insane I am a person wanting to know more I am the one who you showed the door I am the one who you will never know I am the one who'll let you go Because i am the one who will end the show
How To Create a Diversion How to create a diversion I lost and was amazed Of how you tricked my foolish heart. Deceit and then betrayal You kissed and left me, in the dark. But did you know, precocious thief, That truth may alter you For the wisdom of choice Goes far too deep Than clever words untrue. The quest you took, my dear defeat, Will question in the end How vain a soul must Pain repeat And on its bliss depend. I laughed and walked among Your precious lanes with fiery sparks, But I felt it all along- You’d kiss and leave me, in the dark.
Third Strike So I ran around in the dark (a mistake) With blind eyes, and a blind mind (a choice) I've ran out of words (a crime) Let me end this now (so I can die) I've broken down (ran out of time) Ruined everything again (my life) Why can't I go? Why can't I go? CHORUS: Blistering fire tears my insides To a crisp, I find myself go blind Help me now, I need your kiss so bad Look, now I've succumbed to be sad Tear drops burn my wounds I always figured I'd end up last, I'd lose And this time I'll be smart Won't be misled, won't be brought down Walk my way over the snow covered hills Find a life that suites me well So long, we'll meet again sometime before hell CHORUS x 2 REPEAT 1 with parentheses first CHORUS x 1
Tangerine Reflection Exoskeletal waste peeled off in sickening stretches of torn bone marrow ripping. T O S aside as S rubbish. E D Rummage through file cabinets of trials,habits,love and all the other trivial things we can't breath without. Sticky soul penetrated by a roaming finger. Lingering aftertaste. Smash the case and open up my mind or don't. Who cares either way? Pulp sculpted into a car wreck victim's heart,beating in a soggy pile. Terrains of orange like the straining morning trying to invade the horizon again. Adjust the tint knob. Life is green. And always moreso on the other side of discovery. Rubbery shrapnel. Apples to oranges is the equation of my existence. Armor annihilated and discarded. Amour,why?These flakes span our parted ways my melting dove.
Open me Open me like a book, read my introductory, read my words carefully and not guess on what i mean. Turn my pages slowly, let my words flow out into your mind slowly. Take in my words, think about them. Don't automatically think that i make no sense, take the time to sit down rewind the time u opened me up and took a look at my pages, read what i have inside, its quite a ride. Think about me when you tell someone how u feel, let them know whats real. Don't let them steal your heart, keep it on a short leash, and wait to release at the right moment on the right person. If your not carefully u could lose you mind finding your lost heart in the dark. People will put you through a lot. Read my words carefully, let them flow into your mind. Lovers may cause you pain,but its only rain, the storm will never hit dry land, just keep it in the distance. Read me like a book, take a deeper look.
Why I Do It Some things we do and we wonder why We wish we could say why we did it If you think about it you already know You just don't want to admit it You climb so high and wish to come down When you're down you wish you were up The worst feeling you could imagine Wait till your down and you want back up Pray to forget your life one more minute It's all you need to get through the day Kill yourself inside when you think Wanting to be there all day You're there and you wonder why Why is this what you want You're down and it kills you inside And you realize it's all you want Let me forget you, let me forget everything I know its killing me, everything is I hurt myself one way or the other Right now, it doesn't matter what it is
Misery Glistening streams silently fall, Upon broken shards of suffering. The glass shards pierce my fragile mind, And blood drips down my quavering hands. My cries are so silent but shrill, Yet no one detects my misery. I beg and plead for someone’s help, But they all ignore my eerie sobs. Nothing but the rain touches me; It can only wash the blood away; I will always feel this damned pain. But I will mask it with some façade. Don’t worry about me right now, These tears will dry and I’ll be okay. It’s just another mental fight, And it will all end soon enough.
Dedicated to You I don't like to be sad too much joy life too short But now there are so many reasons death tears love Hidden behind my veil my veil of joy but the inside is an ocean Emotions pooled began as a puddle and grew and grew and grew Overflowing I wish for a drought no more rain drip...drop But you... you see this ocean you swim in it Joy. Lightening the burden drying up the ocean making me Happy. So-Be Merry, it's Christmas ^_^
Homosexual Adoption Its not really a poem...but a issue i wanted to write and talk about so...ya'll let me know what you think. Grammer and other spellings might be a little off.... Imagine if you can, yourself sitting there waiting in a foster home waiting for someone to adopt you… You’ve hoped and dreamed of getting out of that place all your life. The one chance you get, he or she turns out to be homosexual, and so your dreams are shattered of having the life you’ve always wanted. Who says that homosexuals can’t raise children to be the best they can be. Most people have the same in the home, specially in the State of Texas, in that I mean, there is either a father raising their kid(s) by himself, and a mother raising her kid(s) by herself. Many studies have proven that,studies done do to demonstrate that children raised in a homosexual home are no more likely to be homosexual than a child raised in a heterosexual home. “ –by Andy A child turning homosexual has no barring on if their parent is or is not in the same sex process/relationship, it has to do with the emotional development of each child, in and outside of the home. Comments from kids, who are bisexual, lesbians, and gay all said the same thing “It had nothing to do with my parents, matter fact they are straight, and would probably flip if they knew I was a “homosexual” a friend of mines told me about her conditions of being adopted, and how her mother turned out to be a bisexual. "My mom's my best friend, and her girlfriend and I go shopping as if she’s my age....its so much fun to hang around them. I get the knowledge of being around homosexuals, besides how they act in a group of straight friends, and around people who are gay and lesbians, and even bi.” Many people don’t find a problem with it. Rosie O’Donnell has children who are adopted but it was before she announced herself as being a Lesbian, and once she did she had many problems with try to adopt more children after that. She has the capital and the will and the determination to raise such amount of children, why keep a child away from her? The better off the parent and his or her personality the parent(s)/guardian(s) has of getting that child. Trying to stop one person while granting the right to another person is unfair and unconstitutional. Each person has the right to, Life Liberty and Pursuit of Happiness, and if that means adopting a child then so be it, whether or not they be homosexual, or heterosexual. They still have the right to have a child. You wouldn’t say this person holds these amendments, while these few or so hold these. Its immoral, and again unconstitutional